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Season 2, Episode 5

Salina

Age: 24
Location: Texas
Addiction: Bulimia
What’s memorable: Throwing up into plastic bags, using a toothbrush. Eating until she physically can’t anymore at all-you-can-eat buffets. The relief after the intervention about not having to worry about hiding her disease anymore.

Official synopsis: For the past eleven years Salina has been suffering from severe bulimia. She also struggles with a shopping addiction and recently began battling a new urge, self-mutilation. Her family is desperate to help her break this cycle and is hoping she will take this lifeline.

Original Air Date: January 2006
Interventionist: Candy

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  1. snugs

    Sometimes the official synopsis says things that are never mentioned in the episode. I just watched this and don’t remember anything about a shopping addiction or self-mutilation.

    1. Kat

      I just watched this episode last night and read your comment Snugs, that’s super weird that those things were never mentioned in the episode but got included in the synopsis. I watched this episode when it first aired too, I’m really just astonished I went almost ten years never knowing those other two things about that episode.

      1. snugs

        When they put two people on one episode so much must get cut out of their stories.

  2. Ruth

    I’m just watching this episode as I’m typing this and all they’ve shown is her bulimia. Absolutely no mention of shopping addiction or self-mutilation.

  3. Ruth

    Also, the vomiting in ziploc bags which she stashed in her closet was truly disgusting. It just shows how far gone she was that it didn’t seem to strike her as odd anymore.

  4. Tobie

    I communicated with Salina after her episode aired in 2006 or so. She stayed recovered and her and her husband had a baby boy. Not sure what’s become of her since, but I hope she is happy- her episode is the one I can identify with most.

  5. A.

    As a recovered bulimic it was really hard to watch. It was like watching myself. I’m grateful that I’m healthy and haven’t purged since 2012. It’s still a struggle to accept myself sometimes but I just have to remind myself why I have to keep going. So all of you out there: please get help, because you can’t have bulimia and a life at the same time. That’s not a life.
    I hope Salina is doing well to this day, I would like to hear some updates!

  6. Randi Kreger

    I would not be surprised if she has borderline personality disorder. Those three problems are often comorbid with BPD

  7. G

    https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/210457430/valerie-d_-campos

    Memorial for Salina’s cousin who was killed in front of her RIP

  8. brand

    The vomiting into plastic bags is what really got me. Surely there must be a better way to hide your bulimia than throwing up into plastic bags and hiding them in a closet. I had to stop watching this episode after seeing that. It was just too much watching her bent over a ziploc bag in a garage with a dirty toothbrush shoved down her throat.

    1. Emily

      I can relate to your comment. I saw this episode many years ago and unfortunately I have the visual stuck in my head of her in the garage. Its interesting in a way that I’m so freaked out by that scene because I will quite likely speacialize in eating disorder treatment as a therapist in the future. Regardless I think what it is is there is something so bizarre and self-sabotaging and disgusting (and not to be mean but just sad and dumb?) about the act of forced vomitimg because you think you are fat (before people come for me, think of this like an addiction like drugs. Drugs are… dumb and can ruin your life). Something I also never forgot was when she said she thinks she is like this because of her father. It was all I needed to confirm anything I’ve wondered about the “why” of eating disorders.

      1. K

        These are some pretty uninformed ideas but hopefully I can help. Eating disorders have been portrayed in the media as it being about not wanting to be fat. Obviously an illness that leads to you throwing up in plastic bags has a more complicated list of reasons as to why someone is doing it. The need to feel in control of something thing like how much food you eat gives someones a sense of control when their feelings feel so out of control. I often hear it’s not about looking skinny, but about feeling small- so small you could disappear even. Sometimes it’s about eating so much you don’t have to feel anything other than full. The simple brain chemistry thats been shown that shows how “high” people with eating disorders get when they restrict, purge/vomit, or binge eat shows the clear confirmation of these struggles and honestly that it’s really not that hard to understand. With both eating disorders and drugs if you are put in traumatic situations where you don’t know how to respond to and cope with feelings, we will adapt to find a way. Drugs and eating disorders are escapes from not being able to cope with those feelings. Sometimes people seek the right help to get support, sometimes they turn away from help. I think many people in both fields are still trying to figure out why some people change their lives and why some people can’t or don’t.

  9. Lorelei

    The ziploc bags omg! I was watching it hoping to god she didn’t store those things and would dispose of them right away but I was sadly mistaken…. and I have almost no gag reflex so it always floors me when people can just stick something down their throat and instantly vomit. So gross to watch but I’m glad she got better. I hope she’s doing okay today as well